Summary of father’s daily words and deeds
February 24, 2025
I told him not to sleep in my bed because I would get angry. I agreed at the time but still refused to listen afterward.
Father's daily chores record
February 23, 2025
I spent a long time cooking a good meal, a beef casserole, stir-fried two vegetarian dishes, made a soup, and asked him to eat without washing his hands or wearing sleeves. When we served the meal, I saw a large area of his pants were wet. I asked him what was going on and said it was okay. He had wet his pants with his pee. . . I remembered that after he went to the toilet, he sat on the sofa and checked his mobile phone for an hour without changing a pair of pants. He was so lazy that he had nothing to say.
Reflection on life and starting over after recovery from depression
February 13, 2025
My wrist still hasn't fully recovered. It's a side effect of my previous depression. I can't torment myself physically and mentally no matter what in the future.
Life reflection and self-help when approaching 50 years old
February 2, 2025
I am almost 50. In the past six months, I have been feeling uneasy and very unhappy. It is said that in my current situation, I have relatively generous savings, I don’t have to work, and I have a very good passive income every month. As long as I don’t mess around (consume and invest randomly), I can live a free and happy life. However, I am very unhappy and even painful.
Life is essentially a passive process
December 2, 2024
Life is essentially a process of moving forward passively. If you want to take the initiative, you will be in a panic and your heart will be extremely tired. Maybe it will be much easier if you just go along with being pushed.
treat yourself
November 29, 2024
Many times it is not our fault, and we are not completely under our control. Many things are going according to the track. Although it makes us dissatisfied or even painful, the only thing we need to do at this time is to be kind to ourselves in this situation, do not belittle ourselves, and take care of ourselves.
Emotionally unstable, AI is interesting
November 26, 2024
Today I am emotionally unstable and have many distracting thoughts that I cannot control.