When I was little, my mother held me on a bus for the first time. On the bus, I would cry for a while and then stop. This happened all the way. My mother felt strange, and everyone in the bus felt strange. Later, I found out that when the bus arrived at the stop, I cried loudly, and when the bus started to move, I was quiet.
I have been fond of changing scenery since I was a child, and I am tired of things that remain unchanged, including the environment and life. This attribute has always been with me. Although not every stage of my growth allows me to pursue changes, it is like a seed that has always been lurking in my heart. When you are in trouble, you will eventually break (deviate from) the current track. Whether you are courageous or willful or stupid, it doesn't matter anymore. Anyway, you listen to your heart. All the processes have finally led to the 48 years of your life today. As for life, just live it with peace of mind.