Contradictory behavior and inner conflict, but knowing destiny
Today’s status index: (2/5)
Over the past three days, my obsessive-compulsive disorder and irritability have been severe, both in my behavior and in my thinking.
Exhausted from physical and mental harm, there is no solution. Seasonal changes? How anxious are you lately? There are many things to do, but I don’t have the energy to solve them, and I can’t concentrate. There is a sense of helplessness and powerlessness, and every time I just want to curse people.
The water supply in the community has been cut off again. I didn't feel comfortable staying in the house all day yesterday, so I still want to spend more time outdoors. After a simple lunch, I put on my computer and coffee, and took a camping chair to sit in the wetland opposite.
The sweet-scented osmanthus has bloomed recently, and you can smell the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus as you walk. But you have to look carefully to find the sweet-scented osmanthus next to it. Clusters of sweet-scented osmanthus are hidden in the branches and leaves. The thin golden cross petals are small and low-key in appearance, but the smell is rich and high-key.
The body and mind are integrated. I haven't been tired recently and have a lot of things to do. In recent years, it has been difficult to bear complicated things. When I get too distracted, my state plummets. I am only suitable for living a leisurely life.
Humans are always creatures with contradictory behaviors and inner conflicts. At this age, they no longer want to make any unnecessary struggles and accept the natural attributes set by the Creator. Each individual is slightly different, but for the individual itself, some characteristics are naturally set.
Is this the legendary "knowing destiny"?
There are countless dilemmas in life, countless hurdles that cannot be overcome, and each of us can only know the taste of it.
Chen Danqing said that most of the time in life, you are struggling and messing around. All worries will be overcome, and you don’t even know how you got through them.