Today is a day when the three symptoms are complicated. I have been sleeping for most of the day. I have done nothing and do not want to do anything. I am in a very bad state and am irritable.
Whenever you are in this state, you will feel that there is no meaning in living at all. The worries, troubles and indescribable depression are far greater than the fun. All the principles of life are useless at this moment.
Just now, Zhang Fan smashed a large glass jar of yellow rock sugar all over the floor, and also smashed the glass plate that was holding the table down. This glass plate was more than 50 years old and older than me, so I had to throw it away. I was a little reluctant to leave it. Broken glass was everywhere on the floor, and I felt the same. I never know how to be steady when holding things, and it always challenges people's anxiety instinct. It's useless and I can only drop it a few more times. Let's learn from experience. How big are the things in the kitchen? How can I use the minimum amount of things to maximize the occupied area? I am not in the mood to use the kitchen she is using.
At this moment, I just want to take a bath and be alone.