早上起来又焦虑了，昨天傍晚电话打去挪车那地方不能停，搞得紧张，原来偷偷停的地方离住的客栈近，挪车的话不知去哪里好，古城停车统统50一天，最后到了现场，一拐弯一个巷子里有个空位，咬牙赶紧把车塞了进去，还压坏了路边一条破板凳。想起来车还有两个问题，一个是底盘有点声音，颠簸时候会有东西晃动的感觉，第二个是左转向打死会有嘎吱嘎吱的声音，要处理一下，有点烦。第二件事是听护工说父亲走路容易喘气，觉得这个样子发展下去就是慢慢走下坡路，不知是否还要带去医院折腾看看有没有扭转的机会，我也不想去折腾，折腾也不知结果是会变好还是更坏，但不管他心里还是忐忑，焦虑就这样在早上起床时候袅袅升起了。
Ignoring many things, being selfish and hard-hearted will indeed make you feel more comfortable and free from anxiety and depression.
Anxiety is anxiety. When it’s time to go out to eat, the routine of life cannot be broken easily. I saw a Bombardier while walking through an alley, and subconsciously glanced at the small shop next to it. Could it be that Dabing was nearby? I also looked at the Bombardier. It was quite old. It had been driven around Europe and Africa. Maybe it was really his. If you don’t chase stars, forget about it. Just read his books and videos. This person has bright spots, but his shortcomings are becoming more and more obvious. No one is perfect, and everyone is weak in the face of fate.
午饭后抱着电脑找个地方打发时间，之前多次路过杨家花园，看名字挺土的，大门口是很传统的白族民居风格，有次探头往里看了下，发现里面不一样，小花园不错挺美，今天来体验下。
The smell of moxa sticks wafted through the door. The little girl asked if I wanted to drink or eat. I said drink, and she suggested that I sit in the low table and leisure chair area in the courtyard. I said I wanted to use the computer, and she muttered, oh, it's an office. There are sockets there. I laughed when I heard her muttering about working at work, and thought it was "quite professional." "Clearly classify the customers who come to the store. The boss must have taught me." After sitting down, I saw a girl opposite who was using a computer with Liushen on her desk. I immediately became alert. This thing I'm familiar with the West, and I immediately thought about whether there were mosquitoes. The little girl said that if there were any, I would light incense for you, and brought me some mosquito repellent water. A cup of coffee was served, it was very fragrant, the beans were very particular, not perfunctory, and a freshly baked flower cake was given as a service.
The enthusiasm and smiling faces were still infected, and I felt better. I started to look around the store. There were four girls in total. I felt that they were all born in 2000. None of them looked like the boss or store manager. However, they observed the customers very carefully and responded to their requests. They all worked seriously. Everyone cleaned up neatly and stood neatly in front of the dining table. They occasionally joked with each other, showing both rules and relaxation. I thought that if I were born in 2000, I would be 25 now, and it would be enough to be in charge of a store.
It’s because I’m old and everyone looks young.