In the past year, what touched me the most was my father’s aging, decline in all aspects, slow thinking of the brain, and poor ears, which are the most fatal. Originally, my father talked little and rarely talked at home, which made it impossible for me to communicate normally. In addition, my father was very stubborn, and pleasant communication became a luxury. Living with him, for a long time, was undoubtedly a problem for me. It is quite torturous. You can ask for a lower level of cleanliness in your life, or even not ask for it. However, you are still unhappy in many aspects psychologically. Over time, you will become depressed, which will have a big impact on you, and it will affect your work, study and life. Everyone has ups and downs in mood. When I am depressed, it will be even lower because of some things between me and my father.
But I can also faintly feel that this is not entirely his fault. Maybe all old people are like this, but the degree is different. So now I can understand that it is really difficult for those "unfilial" children. Maybe, in the future, I can only watch from a distance, visit him regularly, and help him clean up. This is the best I can do. As for other happiness, there will be no other happiness. The real meaning of father's aging is that he has slowly left you.